[ Silence falls like leaves around them, bringing with it the rustle of breath and fabric, the quiet moans of the little ghouls at the nearby lamp, and the sounds of the city itself. They're nothing like the sounds of Republic City, none of the hum of Satomobiles, because of course they aren't home. They're in an alien city with merciless daily rhythms, blood-soaked and terrible.
How is anyone supposed to adjust to that? What is anyone supposed to do in the face of turning into a monster?
Depends, a little voice in Mako says, and he lets out a quiet sigh. ]
[funny question. Manabu asks himself that a lot, but...not right now. he can't think about it right now.
it's probably worth asking, since Manabu would've likely wound up asleep without a prompt. he lifts his head, opening his eyes slowly and staring at the cobblestone street ahead of them.
what...should he be doing? what was he doing...before Mako asked to see him?
his eye flicks down to the gun in his lap. the gun...
ah. that's right. the saber. the harmonica. all his stuff...
while sitting up:] Lost it. Harm...mm, harmonica. Ssstill lookin'. Mm.
[ That little dented thing, small and old and so heavy with meaning?
No wonder he's so lost.
It can't be the reason, not entirely, but Mako can see the meaning behind it—has been clinging to the vestiges of his own lost home and watching them slip away for good at the same time. At least he is anchored here by the people he loves. Manabu doesn't have any of that.
He tightens his arm a little bit, frowning quietly at his own knees. ]
Not exactly what I meant, but. Did it wash up with you?
[what else could Mako possibly mean at a time like this! can't think about the options.
the arm over his shoulders keeps him anchored in place despite the minute effort to move away. he's also stayed by the question and the effort to think on it.]
...No? [washed up? what? his expression scrunches.] Didn't wash up.
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How is anyone supposed to adjust to that? What is anyone supposed to do in the face of turning into a monster?
Depends, a little voice in Mako says, and he lets out a quiet sigh. ]
...what do you want?
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it's probably worth asking, since Manabu would've likely wound up asleep without a prompt. he lifts his head, opening his eyes slowly and staring at the cobblestone street ahead of them.
what...should he be doing? what was he doing...before Mako asked to see him?
his eye flicks down to the gun in his lap. the gun...
ah. that's right. the saber. the harmonica. all his stuff...
while sitting up:] Lost it. Harm...mm, harmonica. Ssstill lookin'. Mm.
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[ That little dented thing, small and old and so heavy with meaning?
No wonder he's so lost.
It can't be the reason, not entirely, but Mako can see the meaning behind it—has been clinging to the vestiges of his own lost home and watching them slip away for good at the same time. At least he is anchored here by the people he loves. Manabu doesn't have any of that.
He tightens his arm a little bit, frowning quietly at his own knees. ]
Not exactly what I meant, but. Did it wash up with you?
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the arm over his shoulders keeps him anchored in place despite the minute effort to move away. he's also stayed by the question and the effort to think on it.]
...No? [washed up? what? his expression scrunches.] Didn't wash up.
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[ The follow-up idiot isn't spoken, exactly, but it hovers there, affectionate and rough as Mako tugs on his shoulders a little bit. ]
Have you had it since you woke up here?
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Nn, no. N-nothing. Gotta look.